~Angel's Heart~

It's been a while since I updated this journal, so I think my birthday is a good day to start again.

Today, the 11th of october 2011, is my 21th birthday. This means I'm officially an adult worldwide! (In Holland it's 18 years old ^^) I feel really old, because I have the feeling that I left childhood and being a teenager way too soon. More responsibilities are piling up and sometimes I feel like I'm suffocating. I miss being a child. The carefree feeling, wondering when your next nap is.

Turning 21 isn't all painful and regretful. I'm also proud. I have so much accomplished and I've been through a lot. I've kept my head high and walked away when needed. I know that if I can be this proud for everything about the first 21 years, I don't have to worry much about the years to come.

23 hours are still left, so I hope that this b-day will be one I'll never forget.

Snow, a friend that tells me how wonderful or sweet I am, a friend that tells me how proud he is that I've lost weight. Even better: a friend that sees that I have lost weight even before I do ^^

A friend that tells me no matter what, they'll stick around. Friend that want me to hang out with them. People that tell I need to smile.

Those are a small number of the small things in life that can make me so happy......

That would be giving people another chance right after they blew chance nr. 299.... >.<
In the end I'm the one who's feeling miserable, not them.

On the other hand if they hadn't done that shit, I wouldn't be who I am now....

So I actually have to thank them....Sounds like torture to me.....

Don't ever give up hope. Don't ever give up the ability to love. Everything will work out someday. You just got to have faith.

I guess this memo did find my younger self, since I'm still okay.....Maybe not as much as I like to be...and I still have my moments where I want to just give it all up. But it's getting better everyday.

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I just finished watching this show Yamato Nadeshiko Shichi Henge (Wallflower, Perfect Girl Evolution) and it became one of my favorite Anime.

It's about four guys who make a deal with their landlady (whatever you call it....). The deal is that if they can turn her niece into a lady, they won't have to pay rent for the house that they live in. It looks like an impossible job when they meet the niece. Sunako looks like she stepped right out of a horror movie. She doesn't to have anything to do with beauty since the guy she had a crush on told her she was ugly.

I liked the humor and the music in the show. I pretty much fell in love with Kyohei because he was pretty cool drawn and I liked his character very much.

What I didn't like that much was that Sunako was like 80% of the time drawn in chibi-form and every time she sees something pretty she gets a nosebleed...the first couple of times it was still funny, but after like the 50th time it was like get a grip...

I also didn't like the last episode, because it moved to quick and I didn't find it satisfying, so I'm crossing my fingers for a sequel of some kind ^.^

Overall I gave it a 10, because I fell in love with the story....probably because I can relate a bit to Sunako.. I'm definitely going to buy the dvd box!

Check also my profile on MyAnimeList.net (don't add the www.) for more anime (and manga). My name there is also QueenofAutumn.

For now, with love,

Your Queen of Autumn

To Japan, with maybe a best friend or the guy I like, depends on who has the guts to come with me... but I'm going anyway! XD